Month: August 2014

We’re too young to know about forever

I’ve been living with a feeling of uncertainty and a kind of fear the past week. Tomorrow we’ll see if my life will change completely or if I’ll be fine… It’s scary when you don’t know what to expect from life. I like being in control so this feeling is so discomforting for me. Guess I’ll find out tomorrow. Have gotten absolutely no schoolwork done and I feel so sucky and unaccomplished. 

 

KODALINE

So let me just tell you about my favorite band, Kodaline. The ones of you who don’t know this band are reaaally missing out. This is definitely an amazing band. Also when I found out they’re from Ireland I was pretty happy, since the Irish accent is my fave haha. But they really do have amazing songs with genious lyrics. So moving.

ALSO I really need to talk about their music videos. They’re so incredible omg. Don’t think I’ve ever seen better videos than Kodaline’s. They have real stories and ugh they’re just so beautiful. I’ll post the links to the videos along with some of my favorite lyrics. Just click on the song to get to the video!

HIGH HOPES – “High hopes, it takes me back to when we started”

ONE DAY – “Too shy to say that you need help, you and everybody else”

ALL I WANT (pt.1) – “You took my soul and wiped it clean. Our love was made for moviescreens.”

ALL I WANT (pt.2) – “If you loved me, why’d you leave me. Take my body, take my body.”

 

 

Taking the long way home

1. Are you satisfied with the way your life is right now? – I am satisfied with most parts of it, but I’m a person who is (unfortunately) very rarely 100% satisfied. 

2. Do you drink enough water? – No… I really should though. I do drink more now than I did like a year ago. 

3. When was the last time you ate at Burger King? – I don’t even remember! And I’m probably still one of the only Helsinki citizens who has not yet eaten at the new ones here. I’ve only had burger king in like Italy I think. 

4. Do you prefer the beach or the mountains? – the beach, but I do like hikes when I’m on vacay. In Finland I’d never go on a hike since all the mountains are in like Lapland and it’s so cold and ugh.

5. How do you usually feel when you wake up on a morning? – Usually pissed because I’m waking up from some great dream. If I sleep too long I have a headache, so I actually prefer less sleep. 

6. Would you rather take someone on a date, or be taken on a date? – Be taken definitely. I reeeally wanna go on a date, it’s been so long since I’ve had that cute giggly feeling and ugh I just love that feeling. 

7. When was the last time you wore high heeled shoes? – Hmm didn’t even on my birthday so I have to say I don’t remember… Maybe when I wore high heeled winterboots? I don’t like being tall. Not that I would really be tall even in heels but… I just don’t like feeling tall. 

8. Vodka or wine? – After too many vodkashots at like every party when I was like 14-16 I definitely would say wine. I was at a dinnerparty with snaps the other week and I really could no even finish one teeny tiny glass. 

9. How often do you cry? – I don’t really cry a lot anymore. I used to when I was like 14-16 haha vodkayears… No but seriously I used to cry a lot back then, but now I usually only cry if a movie or song or something is moving and sad. Or if I get reeeally pissed off, or if I’m PMSing haha. So not really from sadness anymore. 

10. Ever had a crush on a teacher? – Um yes currently I have a major crush on one of the people who work at my school, won’t say what he teaches though haha. But he’s so sexy somehow. 

11. Can you wire a plug? – WHAT…

12. Do you wear socks to bed? – Rarely, and when I do I kick them off 

13. What is currently bugging you? – That one of my best friends basically got mad at me for something and thinks I’m a slut (he has no reason for his opinion btw) and now I’m just waiting for him to contact me, which he will soon. Cause it’s been 3 days and we usually speak every day haha. Sounds super childish but oh well. 

14. Where were you when you got your first period? – I don’t even remember at all, so probably at home. Couldn’t have been anywhere dramatic at least. 

15. Can you change a car tire? – hahaha

16. Have you met more than ten celebrities? – Well I have ben to tons of concerts but I haven’t really MET the artists there. I’ve seen more than ten but I have not interacted with them. 

17. Do you sleep naked? – When it’s really hot or if I’m sleeping with someone or if I’m too lazy to look for jammies… 

18. What was the best music gig you’ve ever attended? – Gah this is so hard. Literally can’t choose between Justin Bieber, One Direction, Lana del Rey and Maroon 5.

19. Have you ever had sexual feelings for anyone you follow? – On tumblr that is… No I don’t know any of them and don’t really care about what they look like, I just follow them for the cool posts. 

20. Do you think Benedict Cumberbatch is hot? – I’m not really interested so Idk. 

21. Favourite Disney princess? – Belle

22. Favourite city? – I really love Venice, Paris, New york, St. Paul’s bay, Stockholm, and obvy Helsinki. 

23. Can you drive? – No, I could get my license now but I just don’t need it yet. 

24. Cigarettes or alcohol? – Neither are really superimportant but I would choose alcohol over cigarettes. 

25. Excercise or healthy eating? – Excercise

26. Favourite and least favourite accents? – I love irish accents, and basically any other accents too, only one I’d have to say is a little bit annoying is new zealand’s accent… They probably have loads of different one’s but just the ones I’ve heard. 

27. What are you looking forward to? – Ed Sheeran’s concert this fall/winter.

28. Did you play Red Rover when you were a child? – Nope, what is that?

29. Are you more attracted to men or women? – Men

30. Do you like 1980s fashion? – No not really

bold what applies to you

I have driven a manual/stick shift car.
I have gotten so drunk I passed out.
I have smoked more than ten cigarettes in a day.
I have worn a bikini/speedos on the beach.
I have kissed someone I shouldn’t have.
I have had a conversation with a celebrity.
I have done drugs.
I have been to Paris.
I have been to LA.
I have been to New York.
I have been to London.
I have been to Rome.
I have been to Madrid.
I have been to Tokyo.

I have friends who I am attracted to.
I have friends who are attracted to me.
I have friends who do hard drugs.
I have friends who have been to jail.
I have friends who are old enough to be my parents.
I have friends who are married.
I have friends who have children of their own.
I have friends who work in finance/business.
I have friends who are chefs/bakers/butchers etc.
I have friends who are actors/musicicans/famous.
I have friends who are artists.
I have friends who live more than 500 miles away.
I have friends who have seen me naked.
I have friends who have never seen me without makeup.

She said “I think I’ll go to Boston”

Name Your Favorite…
Place: I’d say just my hometown, Helsinki. Every time I come back home from somewhere, I appreciate the citylights and people and everything so so much. Especially if I’m coming back from the countryside…
Person: I’d say my aunt. She is one of my best friends, even though she’s 20 years older than me.
Color: Black
Food: Probably fajitas. Also love risotto, but it has to be really well done.
Smell: I love the Hugo Boss scents for men. 
Book: This always changes when I read something new. Right now I’m loving this book I’m reading in swedish called “En av oss”. It’s about norway, and mainly about Anders Behring Breivik and the massacre on Utoya. 
Movie: Right now it’s The fault in our stars. My long time fave however, is 50/50. 
Music artist: Ed Sheeran is the only one who’s albums always have ONLY good songs. Kodaline is my current favorite band however. Ever since I saw TFIOS. 
Genre of music: singer-songwriter/pop/soft rock/alternative/indie aaand basically many more. 
Genre of literature: I like novels and biographies. 
Magazine: Elle and Cosmo. I also buy the occasional Vogue. 
Texture: Aah lately I’ve been loving the supersoft fakefurs. We went shopping with a friend today and literally touched like every single furcollar on every coat in every store… Haha. 
Time of day: I’m most effective at like 7 am and then again at like 10 pm. 
Day of the week: Saturday probably because that’s the only totally free day.
Tumblr: I’m mainstream, I like gnarly.
Thing to do when bored: BLOG and read and play Candy Crush or Covet fashion or any stupid game haha. 
Celebrity: the Kardashians/Jenners, don’t really have one hehe. 
Class in school: English or Health class. 
Website other than Tumblr: wordpress and blogspot and any site where I can watch series. 
Drink: Diet coke and Crowmoor.  
Animal: Dogs and cats, can’t decide cause I have both. 
Flower: Violet and Lily of the valley
Time in history: I like to live in the now 🙂

TV show: Keeping up with the kardashians, teen mom 2, the Ellen show. 

Sound: Laughter of the people I love
Fruit: Banana
Vegetable: Pepper or Carrot
Store/shop: Monki & H&M
Article of clothing you own: My leopard leggings that I use as jammies. 
Fashion/style: Idk I mix it up
Pattern: definitely Leopard print!
Workout: Bodypump
Quote: “I crave a love so deep, the oceans would be jealous”
Historical figure: Marie Antoinette
Boy’s name: Eliot
Girl’s name: Meilani
Potato chip flavor: Sweet chili& sour cream
Meal of the day: Dinner
Ice cream flavor: Liquorice
Soda: Diet coke
Popcorn flavor: Plain
Season: Early fall
Month of the year: August
Word: Babe
Disney princess: Belle
Insult: slut, cause me and my friends call each other that 
Joke: I’m not a joke person, I laugh at daily life stuff
Cussword: fuck
Letter: E
YouTube channel: RN it’s Tyler Oakley
Eye color: Doesn’t matter
Memory: Loads
Dessert: Candy
Candy: Lol… chocolate covered jelly beans
Restaurant: Any nepalese restaurant really
Lifehack: Lol what
Language: English and Spanish
Thing to learn about: languages and other people. 
Thing about yourself: musical skills and lyric memory