Whilst I keep posting my transformation motivation posts I also want to make a few other things clear. I don’t feel like there’s anything wrong with being fat (if you’re feeling well), and I don’t consider it ugly. The thing for me is how it feels for me personally. I can look at a fat person and be like “damn she looks good!”. At the same time though, I don’t want to be like her. Being fat does not feel good for me. I’m sure I could look fucking bomb while being fat, I think I’m pretty goodlooking right now, but I don’t feel great on the inside. I want to have more selfcontrol, I want to reach goals I’ve set for myself, I want to push myself, I want to feel healthy, and most of all I just want to feel good about myself. I want to take my clothes off and be like YES GIRL. I want to be comfortable on the beach, posting a selfie with not just my face in it, and I want to be comfortable with a lover.
I know fat people can look good in a swimsuit on the beach, and I will like the shit out of your pictures, I just don’t feel comfortable with myself. Sarah Rae Vargas is someone who has helped me a lot with that. And I hope that you understand, and that I never forget, how big of a role model she is for me. If/WHEN I lose the weight she will still be my biggest inspiration, because she is bodypositivity to me in a nutshell. Also she’s hoooot! Definitely check out her Youtube and blog. xxx
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